Friday, October 31, 2008
9:11 AM
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through blogging,i hav realized how feeble the facade i hav put up infront of reality really is~it is reason to wonder jus why i can't hide whtevr it is i usually do be it my personal feelings of the encampment of fruastratrion while writing,well i guess it really IS* a way to rid myself of daily stresses and show my true self,nt the front taken up infront of my boss or the angelic front b4 my parents bt what i really feel,well this may sound emo bt~4 some reason i really jus can't help bt fell this way~god help me....well even though i sound lik this i'm actually in quite a gd mood lol
up to my usual anthics of readin novels and watchin anime i hav really found the foolishness of solitude~it is bt a shell one pulls over his heart when in danger of breakin.
in a way it is similar to tat of puttin up a facade b4 ppl bt i hav no rite* to comment on tat as tat is the vry bassis of human life,if one cannot truelly master the art of concealment,buisnesses wld hav been long impossible,u wld mock your boss in his face jus to get a straight knuckle in your face.the cheating man woud'nt be able to face his family without a look of either guilt or of pure esctacy in mind.4 tat i must praise this highly ability bestowed unto us thorugh countless yrs of emotional evolution.
bt once disagreed upon one wld b called a hypocrite* 4 the sakes of entire communities sufferin under the widespread *solitude*solitude has many diff defintions in many diff ppls minds,the word it self depicts limited or no contact wit other homosapiens,this in regard can also be used to explain the phenomenum of creatin a facade or artificial front while thier true selves hide in a corner,this in regard to the defintions of solitude may i ask if can be called self preservation?is there really any contact made when meeting someone wit a facade on or worse,both parties r smiling happily while cursin in the deepset depths of thier hearts?is there really any real contact of the heart with these kinds of situations?
bt when an artificial persona is put front,a well mannered,loud-spoken seemingly *perfect*individual may be borne out of a crude individual,bt these r in no way perfect* no one,is ever albe to keep these going eventually these facades breakdwn givin light to thier true nature.the context of manerism it self is argueable,while portraying a seemingly perfect individual under the perception of others which is just a simple lie* brought forth in attempt to appease each other,the vry same logic applies to every form of human society be it in politics or in the line of customer service.
but bcause we are *NT* perfect individuals,these facades r nvr kept up 4 long,and tat is why a *vent* is needed to open our trueselves up to remind ourselves who we really r,most will b truelly shocked when staring at thier own true selves and not the mask molded and shaped by society in which they make use of in everway.
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8:52 AM
well td was another mesmorising daey~lol
went dwn ta ikea dwn @ tamp td lol was lookin 4 some furniture 4 a friend n materials needed 4 me to create a alluminium structure outside my room in the balcony~in short~a shelter lol well after gatherin the nessasary info i needed it was already midday considerin i ws there since 10 a.m (n thus the picture of the lurkin mall opposite of ikea *giant*)it was quite a feat to still hav been standin after leavin the buildin the size of a ware house lol,well i gt home @ 6.30 n witnessed this breath takin view*above* nice* rite*?well~occasionally my place givs me the pure temptation 2 jus pic up the cam n snap a few shots @ the scenery even though i'm nt into takn pic lol well 
tat's about all i did td though, 1)woke up early(12p.m)to the beutiful melodious tune of my moblie phone ringin of the hook with my bud nigel on the line
2)decided to head dwna ikea to look 4 my stuff wit some frens,mum pestered me wantin to get outta the hs
3)cabbed there with mum's overwhelmingly deep pockets n ws treated to a scrumptious meal of 20 sweedish meatballs haha,*i guess it's gd ta go out wit ur parents some times ai'nt it?**givs evil grin*
4)headed round the place while keepin a look out 4 items i might need, mum headed home early due to a stomah ache
5)headed hm to hav prata opp my place(ahh~the convenience of livin in a prime area~)
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Thursday, October 30, 2008
10:22 AM
YEA!!! i read the other daey n found out bout the A.S.A 08!!!!it's this big event on the 23rd n 4th of november wit May'n of course havin a live concert....RIGHT DWN HERE...IN SG!!!
well Danny's been invited 2 sg as well on some trip 2 giv a semminar abt creatin blogs....well lookin 4ward 2 this november even though...(curses)i will b in china cursin how bad the timin could b tat i wld miss most of the real juicy stuff....well m headin dwnna china on the 16th on a sch field trip in which i paid a 'devastatin' amount of 100 bucks for!!!!lolololhaha well @least i wld b able to make it 4 May'ns live CONCERT...n yea i repeat again in SG!!!this has gotta b one of singapore's greatest exposures to the jap pop culture since sony set foot here lol...
anywho~gettin bck 2 reality~it was one of the worst casses of offences 2 the highway code i hav ever seen,well we hav all prob seen some*cases in which *idiots with no regard what-so-ever for thier lives jus cross the rd blindly*and end up on the nxt morn paper's obituaries obstainin the efforts made by officials 2 make know the importance of rd safety.
~scenario 1~
i ws briskly walkin dwn a pedestrain's path opposite my house in the merriest mood i had been in 2 weeks due 2 my *stupid* exams havin concluded n me carryin a bag of mutten rendung(malay cuisine) packaged in a convenient carry bag,that was until somethin wiped tat silly grin off my face as i wtched in horror as i saw 2 men speakin in a china-chinese accent attemptin to cross the road diagonnally !!!well the place was a four way junction which was NOUTORIOUS 4 havin these large blue signs askin 4 witnesses to an accident poppin up due 2 the poor archtectural view points,there was almost an un-numberable count of blind spots haha well it onli occured 2 them tat thhey had commited a grave mistake after crossin a halve way through n maraculously made it bck 2 safety haha,well i WS about to tell them off(lie) when the 'green man' signaled it being time i took my leave frm the torment of watchin a crappy suspense thriller where i wld b prayin nobody actually tried something stupid haha.
well there was lotsa hypocritism in tat scenario haha did u catch it?anywho,nth much is gonna change till these foreign idiots realize where they actually *are* and be a little more considerate 4 the truama those innocent driver's wld hav 2 go through after killin them,well then again i may be takin human life forgranted bt in these situations i really feel 4 those drivers out there who fall victim to ppl with no regard 4 thier surroudings lol
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Wednesday, October 29, 2008
12:04 PM
WELL Since i DID create this blog....thought it was about time i started bloggin lol,anywho,been quite busy lately haha wit work n so on.Btw 4 my frens who dunno,i'ma currently part timin as a telemarketer lol though i'm bein repremanded by jus every singaporean i call as if they cant were happily prostratin themselves b4 thier bosses onli 2 take it out on 'innocent' lil telemarketers lik me!!!
lol well life been as hectic as ever though...even though i've stopped takin jobs frm media-corp...it jus seems every interview i've been 2 hav scrw*ed up 'BOSSES' which obvioulsy can't even elusively manage 2 gauge a person's worth through a proper interview and jus leave it all up 2 the cruel application form 2 make the decision!!!!nt even givin me the slightest chance 2 prove myself!!!!!!the 1st thing they see on my resigme which i'm confident 2 place out as a 'colourfull'(they prob think is jus fake) range of work expierience gained frm blood sweat n tears workin my stupid hols away jus 4 the sake of a holiday allowance is my bloody age tat states how unprommisingly young i am 'a youth of a mere 16 yrs can't b of much help 2 the company in terms of retail'they must b thinkin well atleast i hav confidence when it comes to my control of language,haha n so if the interview wld b a face 2 face 1 it woud'nt pose as much as a challenge against my parent's leisurely imparted 'HARD WORKIN AND HONEST' persona I usually put on 2 work haha. well tat's as much as i will b rambling on abt td !!!haha thks 4 readin lol,
P.S to any leisurely reader out there....DON'T UNDERESTIMATE A KID WHOSE PARENT'S R AS THOUGHTFUL AS 2 TELL THIER CHILDREN TO WORK 4 THIER $ COS IN DESPERATION the human both physically and mentaly can b both extremely versitile n volitile lol
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well td was another mesmorising daey~lol
tat's about all i did td though,
