Friday, October 31, 2008
9:11 AM
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through blogging,i hav realized how feeble the facade i hav put up infront of reality really is~it is reason to wonder jus why i can't hide whtevr it is i usually do be it my personal feelings of the encampment of fruastratrion while writing,well i guess it really IS* a way to rid myself of daily stresses and show my true self,nt the front taken up infront of my boss or the angelic front b4 my parents bt what i really feel,well this may sound emo bt~4 some reason i really jus can't help bt fell this way~god help me....well even though i sound lik this i'm actually in quite a gd mood lol
up to my usual anthics of readin novels and watchin anime i hav really found the foolishness of solitude~it is bt a shell one pulls over his heart when in danger of breakin.
in a way it is similar to tat of puttin up a facade b4 ppl bt i hav no rite* to comment on tat as tat is the vry bassis of human life,if one cannot truelly master the art of concealment,buisnesses wld hav been long impossible,u wld mock your boss in his face jus to get a straight knuckle in your face.the cheating man woud'nt be able to face his family without a look of either guilt or of pure esctacy in mind.4 tat i must praise this highly ability bestowed unto us thorugh countless yrs of emotional evolution.
bt once disagreed upon one wld b called a hypocrite* 4 the sakes of entire communities sufferin under the widespread *solitude*solitude has many diff defintions in many diff ppls minds,the word it self depicts limited or no contact wit other homosapiens,this in regard can also be used to explain the phenomenum of creatin a facade or artificial front while thier true selves hide in a corner,this in regard to the defintions of solitude may i ask if can be called self preservation?is there really any contact made when meeting someone wit a facade on or worse,both parties r smiling happily while cursin in the deepset depths of thier hearts?is there really any real contact of the heart with these kinds of situations?
bt when an artificial persona is put front,a well mannered,loud-spoken seemingly *perfect*individual may be borne out of a crude individual,bt these r in no way perfect* no one,is ever albe to keep these going eventually these facades breakdwn givin light to thier true nature.the context of manerism it self is argueable,while portraying a seemingly perfect individual under the perception of others which is just a simple lie* brought forth in attempt to appease each other,the vry same logic applies to every form of human society be it in politics or in the line of customer service.
but bcause we are *NT* perfect individuals,these facades r nvr kept up 4 long,and tat is why a *vent* is needed to open our trueselves up to remind ourselves who we really r,most will b truelly shocked when staring at thier own true selves and not the mask molded and shaped by society in which they make use of in everway.
Labels: Random Daily Ramblings..(R.D.R)
